"Pain may become part of your story — it never has to become your identity."
— Susan Grau
Where Her Gift Began
At four and a half years old,
Susan died — and came back
able to hear the other side.
Locked in the freezer
Playing with the neighborhood boys in her parents' garage, four-and-a-half-year-old Susan was locked inside an unplugged freezer.
Held by angels
She crossed. She describes a magnificent presence of the Divine, held by angels, in a vast and beautiful place — beside what she calls the Well of Knowledge, where she perceived the prayers and desires of everyone living.
The whisper that saved her
Her mother heard a voice say: 'Your baby is in the freezer.' Susan came back — and was forever changed.
The gift that stayed
From that day she could feel, see, hear, and speak with spirit. She hid it for years — then spent a lifetime turning it into a way to heal the grieving. Today she holds a Doctorate of Divinity, studied alongside Dr. Raymond Moody.
Everything guests experience on January 15th flows from that night — the reason she can stand on the Saban stage and say with certainty: this is not the end of your story with the people you love.
Clear Knowing
Her strongest sense — spirit information simply arrives: who they are, their relationship to you, even how they passed.
Clear Seeing
Susan sees spirit — scenes, symbols, and the faces of your people as they step forward.
Clear Hearing
She hears their voices: the exact phrases, the nicknames, the evidence that only they would say.
Clear Feeling
She feels what they felt — the love, the apology, the moment they want you to know about.
She describes a 'mental dial' that turns her sensitivity up for you and down for herself — she never forces a connection, she softens and listens. Every reading is evidential: names, memories, and personalities first — proof before comfort.
